Wow!

Well it has been an interesting couple of weeks. I have been battling my depression again and I finally decided I have had enough. I went to the doctor yesterday and he talked me through some of my problems and then we decided to switch my medication. He told me I am having anxiety problems caused by the depression. The new medication should help this and even help boost my concentration. For the first time in months I feel hopefull again and am not so worried, and I haven't even taken the first pill yet!
My girls! What can I say about them. They have been so good! They are what has kept me going the past few months. Alyssa is getting to be so grown up. She helps out with Abby and helps around the house. Sometimes its hard to believe that she isn't even four yet. Abby is growing so fast. She has started creeping and is sitting up now. The other night she even tried to pull up on a laundry basket.
Jeremy is the other reason I have kept going. He is so supportive. He helps me over the low points. He helps out with the girls. He is my rock. I would be lost without him.
Well I better get going. I have lots to do today. Christmas is just three days away!

Where does the time go?

Well its been a while since I last blogged and figured I better get somethings down before I forget them. December is already here and Christmas is just around the corner. Where does the year go? Why is it when we are children with no earthly purpose but to have fun does time seem so go by so slowly but when we reach adulthood and have so much to do time just races by? Well the majority of my Christmas shopping is done I just have to get the house clean now. I don't know why we are even decorating because we are spending the holiday at mom and dad's this year. It would have been nice to spend our first Christmas in our new house actually in that new house but there are going to be too many family members to cram into our little apartment. This is what God wants, for us to be family over the holidays. Who knows when we will see Travis and his family again after they go to South Carolina. Well Abby is starting to stir and I better go fix her bottle. I have much to do today.